Friday, May 2, 2008
Came home today after my first class! I woke up with a migraine that was going away & when I was in class it was just getting so bad. Took my meds & sat in my dark office for 30 min & started my next class off to finish their video on dreams and then drove home. I probably shouldn't have...borderline. Sometimes I have and then after my head is better I realized I should not have. I think this time not too bad. Been battling it all day/night. I was so upset to miss my 1 day a week class when next week is our last week but I didn't have a choice. We'll see how tomorrow goes. Weird thing is it kinda makes sense...Mon & Tues I felt weird...too rushed not just running around though. Hard to explain. End the term gets like this sometimes and considering I'm not able to do my tai chi right now...that use to really helped. I don't remember the last time I had a migraine, don't get them that often now.
Last night/this morning I had a very interesting dream though. Pieces but I remember there was a guy I think in a green military uniform? I saw him sitting...well I saw his long leg. He appeared to be long legged probably tall & thin or rather not too wide of a guy. I know this seem odd but to me I thought of Will Smith. Ha! Ya, I didn't see a face or any skin color so I'm not sure why I think that but? But anyway the scene where I see the green pants is because I think I spilled a can of pop by his leg & I was apologizing like crazy and trying to wipe it up. He wasn't moving really & then he moved his leg a bit, grabbed my arm & said my name & said, "Its ok, its ok, don't worry" and it was this intense feeling like he was not upset with me and nothing I could do would upset him and I had this feeling of solid and secure and he wasn't going anywhere. Interesting hmmm! Ya I think so too. Then later I'm at some window like reception and it looked like I had this key chain of little papers I got at the Container store to quick write things. Mine are light pink. Well I had those with a few spread out showing the color and one other one a bit of a medium pink and I remember asking the person "Do you think the maid of honor should have a different color to make her special." Wow! Wonder where all this is coming from? Well I do have 2 cousins getting married & sending their shower invitations and magnets with their website etc so...I'm not sure on the pink though. My mom had that for her wedding...I don't think I would pick that for me though. I always wanted one near Christmas or if I did summer then maybe lavender? Strange...you know now that I think about it...we had tons of officers for a career thing on campus maybe that is where the uniform came from? Although it was dark green?
Well we'll see if I continue the dream tonight...ha!